Today I had a followup appointment with the plastic surgeon and for the most part it was a great appointment. Got 3 of 4 drains out and all of the sutures. I am much more comfortable but annoyed at the same time. My surgeon is going on vacation so the other drain has to wait a full week before it can come out due to scheduling. My husband has already taken two weeks off from work, I can’t drive so it is tough when they give you a choice of 2 appointments only. I guess these are the little things that I am not supposed to allow to affect me.
I am doing great physically…doctor says I am healing beautifully. I am more comfortable since the doctors appointment. Yet, my emotions are all over the place which is not at all like me! I talked to the doc today about it…I think it is 2 parts anxiety over what I can not do and the burden I am to everyone (at least in my own mind) and 2 parts lack of sleep. Anyone who has ever been in a hospital knows you do NOT sleep at all while there. But I am home now and expected that by now I would be sleeping..yet I am not. The doctor gave me a little something today so I have high hopes for a restful evening tonight!
Decisions for my Family 