We have a date for the next round of surgery, November 19th. I am referring to it as either “tieing up loose ends” or “the clean up”. My surgeons scheduler chuckled a little but I don’t think either of us thought it would be a good idea to refer to it in such a way to him. The consent is calling it, “revision of bilateral reconstructed breasts and revision of abdominal scar”. I think it should really say revision to the revision but hey who am I?
It has been over 3 months now since the Bilateral Prophylactic Mastectomy and DIEP flap surgery and almost 2 months since the nipple reconstruction. This has been a long process.
SO more blood work, another early morning arrival at the hospital, more anesthesia. I wonder if I will miss all of the coordination, tests, scheduling and recovery once all of the procedures are over? (KIDDING!) I am glad that we have this scheduled, one step closer to finished, I hope!
ON a different note, Madison lost another tooth today and it happened at school. She was so excited when she got off the bus wearing the tooth necklace given to her to secure the tooth. It was almost like she knew it was going to be a special day. When she woke up she requested to wear a “pretty” dress and “high heels”. I see a visit from the tooth fairy this evening!
So now that we are able to stream with Netflix, I have been watching the show Madmen. I had heard good things about the show but had never seen it. It is so funny to watch, set in the 60’s, everyone smokes, drinks and the women are all in pretty dresses all day long. I feel like I have a cough by the end of an episode with all of the cigarette smoking! The amount of alcohol consumed all day long, at work, after work, at diner, after diner and then into the car they go just blows the mind.
We have come a long way! In New Jersey there is no smoking anywhere in doors. I remember when I was a smoker feeling that my rights were being infringed upon as the world began to crack down on the nasty habit. I have not had a cigarette in 8 years and could not imagine smoking. I dread the cloud that you sometimes have to walk through at doorways of different stores or restaurants.
So, had my follow-up with the Plastic surgeon and indeed we are looking at another procedure. I am frustrated about the entire situation. I told him of the lingering ache especially after wearing a bra. He says don’t wear a bra. I said well sure if things were symmetrical that would be an option but one newpple points north while the other has a southward slant and is twice the size of the other. Makes for an interesting braless image. Now they have to go back to the insurance company to get approval and I wait. This needs to be done before the end of the year!
On a better than expected note, my cholesterol numbers were not too bad. They are elevated but not bad enough to be medicated. Doctors says keep up the exercise, watch what I eat and we will redo blood work after the holidays. Guess that is not too bad.
Gynecologist tomorrow..now that’s something to look forward to!
I am sitting and watching the Eagles game, I wonder if I will even be able to stay awake into the second half. The day started with a stop for shoes for myself and the girls, then to buy some organizational things for the kitchen and new sheets for our bed. I can not remember when we got new sheets. Then to Justice for a new outfit for school pictures this week. Lastly a stop for a new binder that Megan will need in the TAG program.
At home, time to put it all away and jump right into the organization projects. First put the new sheets into the washer. Back to the projects, I have a “junk” counter where everything collects. It is a tiny stand alone counter in a corner that is really not good for anything kitchen related so it became the home of my purse, bills, binder full of insurance paperwork etc from my surgery, all supplies office/school related, glasses, phone charger, tissues etc. The ever going list is why it was time for some way to attempt to organize. This along with another little project took about 2 or so hours. By the time I was finished it was dinner time.
After the dishes were cleaned up, outside for some Halloween decorating. Back in grab the sheets from the dryer and put them on to the bed, love the feel of the sheets first day on the bed! Bath the little one, get snacks ready , sit for reading time with Madison, blink and realize the day is all but over.
AHHH, normalcy. For as tired as I am after a day like today, it is still a nice feeling. Just a few short weeks ago my activites were still restricted due to the mastectomy. Even when I was released to normal activity I could not imagine pulling off a full day of activity. It is nice to be basically back to normal, whatever that means. I never have a day where I am not reminded of the mastectomy (and I do not mean the obvious). I still have the ever present tightness in my abdomen and the scar has really become irritating. The newpples are still uneven and one remains twice the size of the other. Wearing a bra is still not my most favorite thing but I can get through most of the day without an issue. I can finally lay on my sides for a short while in bed which is a welcome change.
I dread the thoughts of another procedure in my future but I know that is will be minor in comparison to the past two. Almost there!