Yesterday morning started like many others in our house, wake the girl, get them ready for school and out the door to the bus stop. With the nice weather and bright blue sky the kids were all hyper running around until he bus arrived. As the bus pulls up the kids grab their bags, get the morning hugs and kiss and off they go.
Madison and I began to walk back to our house when she looks at me and says ever so innocently, “let’s skip”. What a fun idea, the sky was blue, air warm and my beautiful baby wants to skip home.
I made it the length of about a house when a pain shot through my left calf. I let out a small “ouch” and stopped. It was then that my six-year-old looked at me with those caring, loving eyes and laughed.
Nasty kid! 🙂
In my head I can visualize myself doing many things. And then reality sets in. Getting old is a real B…….., well let’s just say I am not enjoying it very much!
Woke the girls this cloudy, damp morning and started the normal preparation for school routine. I hugged them both as they got out of bed. Breakfast eaten, teeth brushed lunch packed, school bags readied.
I hugged them both in the kitchen. We looked for Ernie our shelf Elf, he left a note last night. The girls loved it. I hugged them.
We walked Megan to the bus stop, I hugged her as she got on the bus. I stood with the other Mom’s..starring at the bus, I waved goodbye.
A few minutes later stood at the bus stop with Madison. I hugged her tightly. The bus arrived, I kissed her head as she stepped on, I stood and watched her get into her seat then waved.
I came in side feeling empty. Pulled up FB to pictures of babies from CT. Closed the computer. Turned on the TV to a press conference from CT. I grabbed the remote and flipped on Netflix. Now watching “Weeds”..somehow seems appropriate.
The long-awaited, heavily anticipated day finally arrived, the first day of school! Thankfully, both girls had a great day. We had some struggles last year with Meg’s teacher so she was worried heading in but came home thrilled.
Madison was ready to go at 7am this morning although the bus was not until 9am. She loved that she got 30 minutes alone with us between her bus and Megan’s. She was so great, bus came she looked at me waved and said “bye Mom” and up the steps she went. I knew she would be like that so I made her give me a big hug before we went down for the bus. She waved happily from the window as the bus pulled away, then I was alone. Walking home I might have shed a little tear but part was sad that my babies were growing up but the other was just how proud I am of who they are becoming!
Since I had to go to the bus stop this morning I got up and took a shower, my first full shower in two weeks which felt wonderful! I got dressed including a bra. I put on an old sport bra which is pretty close to the right size. I am still so swollen on the sides it is hard to tell what size I really am. Due to the incisions under my arms and the bruising I still have from the lipo, I can only express my feelings on wearing the bra as down right painful. And since I have to be a fully functioning member of society I must remain narcotic free during the day.
Frank stopped at VIctoria Secrets yesterday on his way home as a surprise. I have not been able to shop there in years due to size. I still have the steri strips so I will save my new fancy bra for a few days. I cleaned out my drawer yesterday and in doing so realized I was a 40 DDD prior to surgery. No wonder I had such back issues! I know that each day will be a little better.
I need to get my stamina back up. I am wiped out! Bus stops, laundry and some other things around the house, dinner and soccer practice should not do me in like this. The highlight of my day was getting home taking a vicodine and getting my bra off…ahh the little things in life!