The rains have finally started..much needed. The weather has called for it all week but instead just heat and sun. Don’t get me wrong, I love the nice weather but once in a while a good rain is needed!
I have begun to shift into preparation mode. Went shopping bought some “recuperation outfits”. A “mom” robe I have termed it because it looks way too much like what my mother worn for years. It has a big zipper in the front and short sleeve so easy access. Do what you have to do I guess. Also bought some men’s tank tops…read on someone’s blog that post mastectomy that they were easy to get into and pin the drains to. I guess we should stop here for a moment for the mental image of that outfit….yikes!
As we get closer, people who know what is happening want to talk to me about the surgery. I on the other hand do not want to discuss it. I am not sure why…I am solid in my decision and it is always on my mind but I just do not want to talk about it! I am sure that I come across as short or rude which is not intended. I don’t know, guess it is my thing.
Tomorrow night is date night. Should be fun. Going to a restaurant that we have never been to..highly rated. It will be good to get away for a few hours! Been a long few weeks…not sleeping well, mind racing. I am SOOOO ready to be through the surgery!